Rawr. That means I luv u in dinosaur!!

Dear...Me,
You work so hard to be friends with girls who don't want to be around you. You're SICK n TIRED of old people saying that this is "a necessary chapter in your life". But don't EVER change who you are for them, whoever "they" are. You wonder if people are right  when they say your not talented and that you should give up your dream of being a professional runner. You don't understand yourself and what you want out of life, and most of all you don't know how to forget your mistakes.But you have to surround yourself with people who respect you and are honest, caring, hilarious.Someday you'll be living your dream but still hear "no"... and you still have to work hard and constintly prove yourself. But you can't let someone elses "no" define you, and you can't depend on one person to make you happy anyway.It's YOUR opinion that matters--it makes you who you are. Don't worry about being an outsider, because you have so many people who love you that you never even knew were there for you.
<3, ME!

I think i just need to get away from everything this weekend, i still don't feel truly happy, because a lot of people have been making me mad lately. I wrote that letter for my ex-best friend who's out to get me, my other two best friends who were like my sisters n don't even notice I'm here, and at least twenty people who are (ALWAYS!!!!) critisizing my laugh, my hair, the way i talk, the way i sing, the way i run, the way i dress and do my hair and do my nails and what movies i watch and what music i listen to and my glasses and my money problems and my religion. I came into my new school being friendly and kind to everyone, going  out of my way to make sure that i didn't make any drama, and hoping everyone would like me. For the first couple months it was great... I was popular, five different guys at a time wanted to go out with me, and I was going to parties every weekend. Now it seems like all those great friends are dropping like flies, and i don't know why. I honestly wish they could all read that letter to see how I felt. And if you think it's lame n childish that i wrote that, then your friends obviously aren't as important to you as me.
Your girl,
Ally